OwOBoiiii >> #14892239
Posted on 2023-07-19 15:35:56 Score: 3 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

This is so cute! I want that qwq

iwuvyou >> #16615257
Posted on 2023-11-13 03:36:30 Score: 2 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

i wish i had a bestie to snuggle with and kiss under the stars like this... ;//;

iwuvyou >> #16676482
Posted on 2023-11-17 05:14:59 Score: 9 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

yes ik im commenting a second time on this post, shut up-
i really need this in my life honestly. im at a real low point and have been for months now, im crippingly single and every single second i spend alone is just filled with dread and fear that im gonna die alone.
im terrified because im trash at making new friends, and im even worse at expressing/regulating my emotions.. any nice people i meet are always taken or just arent interested in me in that kind of way..
i just want someone i can be happy with, yknow? someone i can just hang out with deep into the night and forget about all my worries with, someone to die with
sorry for venting on a fuckin porn site, i just really needed to say this and honestly id rather be judged here than by my friends, if whoever reads this ends up feeling bad for me or kinda interested in contacting me; please link back to this post or quote this comment so i know u read this.

CopyPaste >> #17051700
Posted on 2023-12-11 04:06:56 Score: 3 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

Loneliness really is an epidemic, but sounds like you need close friends first before you chase some sort of romantic interest. If you try to do both at once, youll get people only interested in sex, or chase the people away that are looking for a friend. If youre a bit socially awkward, try places built around specific interests of yours like, such as game nights (DnD, MtG), hobby classes (dancing, pottery), festivals and conventions (renaissance, anime), etc. Just something that gives you an environment to bounce a conversation off of, and something that you, and likely the other person, are passionate about. Honestly even online groups can work for that, its a lot less intimidating, though the chance that the connection will become deeper is smaller.
I cant really give you a silver bullet for friedship or love, though. It cant ever be forced, and both require upkeep, openess, vulnerability, and support. Often finding people that click with you is honestly just luck, but theyre out there. I know how lonely the world gets, but Im also lucky to say Im now in a longterm healthy relationship and I have a couple very close friendships that I can genuinely talk about anything with. Thats not without work, though, I spend a lot of time helping them just the same, but I want to be there for them, and I value that they can be so open with me. So, I dont really stay up late into the night, forgetting all my worries when Im with my partner. Instead, I have someone I can talk to about anything, that can love and accept me despite my troubles, who can help me build a plan for my future, who I can rely on as my partner for that future.
Love, in that sense, isnt about forgetting every trouble and worry in life, but often provides the one person you can truly be entirely open about them with. It can even be what makes them worth confronting. But finding that in friends too can genuinely be so freeing and fulfilling. Ultimately, find people you can open up to and be vulnerable with, and find it in yourself to accept the risk of judgement or even pain. Sorry for the stilted response, I hope its good for something or someone.

iwuvyou >> #17878291
Posted on 2024-01-29 04:58:40 Score: 2 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

funny, isnt it? that im winding up back at this post to vent?
its weird that a damn piece of art on a porn site is.. slowly becoming my safespace to vent like this
i really do hope deceased_bunny is, like, ok with this all. this art just really hits close for me i guess.
i hate how fucking antisocial and awkward i am, dude.. i need friends so bad, i need loved so bad. yet i just... fuck everything up...
maybe its the BPD, maybe im just fucking weird. i dont know anymore.
maybe im just not fit for the things i want in life.. maybe this is what my life is meant to be..
sitting here at a barely functional laptop, a voice in my head SCREAMING to hurt myself, a new "friend" that probably just thinks im fucking weird and i likely wont even wake up to see them still have me added.. venting on a goddamn port website...
im so fucking pathetic, man.. why do people say theres good stuff to me, but then dont teach me how to utilize it...?
im just.. scared. i dont wanna be alone like this. im scared...

Bluecanine12 >> #17894725
Posted on 2024-01-30 03:25:25 Score: 1 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

Life can be meaningful... But scratching at the surface? How can we find anything worth finding there?

iwuvyou >> #17963487
Posted on 2024-02-03 03:24:35 Score: 1 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

hi guys! only 3 days after the last vent? haha.. god im so fucked up.
i just got attacked by basically my entire friend group for an opinion, and the friend i was venting to doesnt wanna hear it
sorry that this vent is gonna be so short, i just dont have the energy to even write that much
its a little comforting knowing ive built a very tiny community of ppl here that read these vents.. heh..
see u guys again soon, love u all

iwuvyou >> #17999878
Posted on 2024-02-05 02:17:20 Score: 2 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

boo! haha, did i get ya? probably not since ur so used to seeing me here by now... heh...
..ill skip the light stuff
this... may genuinely be the last vent here
im sorry, i just cant handle all this pressure and pain of constantly losing people right after i thought i could trust them..
its scary
its really REALLY fucking scary
nearly did some real real bad stuff to myself about 3 times in only the past 24 hours. might lose ANOTHER friend tonight.
so.. if this isnt the last vent then hooray!
and if this is then goodbye.

iwuvyou >> #18014795
Posted on 2024-02-05 22:45:18 Score: 1 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

mlep :3
hi guys im still here >w<
still not doing amazing but i feel waaaay better than i did last night!

Chillenmann >> #18014910
Posted on 2024-02-05 22:51:47 Score: 1 (vote Up) ( Report comment )

Damn man. I'm not good with and emotions and stuff but I wish I could be there for you :( idk what to write I just hope the best for you