Yep

I were into porn since 2002 and I found these two site on other porn site cause like cartoon fucking each other.

So yea I been on here once a month. I’m actually a gamer now.

Totally, porn and Rule34 sites are my little pieces of Heaven on the Internet, where I can come to and unwind after a long day or if I am having a really bad time.

yeah... i spend more time on here then i should. i should be playing games and stuff. Well recently i have been playing more games. But more like losing ad dying every 2 seconds as the lost in the binding of isaac.

Yes and I REALLY want to stop. It’s such a horrible feeling to be completely unable to fight the urges and never get further than a 4 day streak from a year ago, i just feel helpless to it and i believe it’s why i’ve become so lonely. And worst of all is when you genuinely start to question if this is gonna be your life forever, even if you manage to pull away will you just be sucked right back into a vicious cycle, for months and months because you saw something safe for work elsewhere on the internet, that REALLY shouldn’t get your imagination going but the whole fucking gimmick is “if it exists there’s porn.” And then you relapse and go right back to fapping to cartoons, with the wishes in the back of your mind that someone would just hold you and you hold them. I’m sick of this shit. I’m FUCKING SICK of this damn shade of green and SO SICK of losing my short lived sobriety and when i compare how foggy headed i was then and now it’s night and day, but i just KEEP BROWSING AGAIN. every day constantly, suddenly forgetting why my hand hurts so damn much with cravings for these skillfully assembled digital lines and colors until i give in and it’s like i’m not even in control of my own body anymore and i’m just watching through my eyes imprisoned in my head while i find the lube and open a tab. And I don’t even enjoy my time on this site anymore, either. On average I spend about 5 seconds on an image before I go look for something else until I find a new artist that finally re ignites the high and then i just do the same thing with their stuff just for about 10-30 seconds at most until i relapse or get bored and rinse repeat. If other porn is like cocaine rule34 is fucking crack. I just do not wanna be here anymore. But I’m certainly gonna be back at some point, when the post nut wears off. The post nut clarity is even somewhat addicting. Thats really what’s so soul crushing when you’re stuck in this cycle, you’re so confident you won’t need it ever again and in 5 minutes you’re back for seconds. I’ve been able to reduce it to seconds but it used to be thirds, then fourths, then-“shit what time is it??” When you become aware of it but you still can’t stop, and it feels there’s no way to ask for help, you’re just left thinking “what the fuck am i supposed to do..?” I should just get off the internet entirely besides from one video game, it’s just not worth it.

Nah. Masturbation is natural and I'm usually here regularly, and I enjoy engaging the forums every now and then even when I'm NOT actively horny.

But I don't use them anywhere near enough that one could consider me an addict. Unless you're literally rubbing one out 4+ times a day then there's no shame in spanking it. Even if you're in a relationship. I'd guess most of the folks here just have a naturally high libido as opposed to an actual addiction, but haven't gotten over the weird stigma that gets hammered into teenagers about how masturbating is shameful and unnatural.

Edit: there are definitely some true addicts here, though.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I don't think so, usually I just do it when I'm home alone or late at night out of habit, but sometimes if I'm preoccupied with something more fun or I find my new hyperfixation for a month, I'll literally just forget to jerk off and by the time I remember it just goes like "Huh, it's 4 AM and I haven't beat my meat. Oh well." then I go to sleep.

plus there was that one time in November where my porn drive was 0 for like 10 days. and that time in like, October(?) when I constantly had a porn tab open. so, varies a LOT

Yeah, probably.

im starting to get addicted...and the rps im doing arent helping ahaha not complaining tho...

Ehhh I might be a little, but I find rp to be more like a hobby. I love getting better and more detailed at it!

Lmao, that's a pretty fast 0-100 development.

Porn itself? No. I'm addicted to seeing my OTPs fuck like rabbits, if anything.

Talking to a bunch of fellow weirdos on the internet? Probably addicted, but it's been that way for over a decade.

No , it's more like a relaxing way to let out stress for me , just enjoying kinky stuff , very pleasureful
Tho sometimes I'm more horny than usual , which could say I need to watch some to please it . Guess 50/50 , depends on the mood

nah I don't think so, tomorrow I'll call it quits for two weeks to check, I'll miss you forum