I can sorta relate. But I tend to just quell those feelings by getting lost in a good game or something, lot more reliable then seeking out people, imo.

Thanks for that generic ass advice that doesn't help me one bit due to the specifics of how my life is right now.

I'm glad you think that all is applicable to any and everyone regardlesa of the specifics of their lives.

And I've been doing basically everything in that 2nd paragraph for years and I still have zero social skills or anyone wanting to approach me to talk for any reason unless it's work related.

But I suppose I shouldn't have expected much help from a porn site, especially since I had no expectations for this thread originally anyway

See I thought this as well but 2 years now of having no one I can just talk about my interests with has really kinda shattered that theory for me

And I barely have time to do anything I enjoy because of my damn job as it is.

My life is a train wreck and I don't know how to fix it, and there's no one I can just spill my heart to about my problems anymore either.

I think I can understand that. I've kind of retreated from the world, lost touch with the people who used to be my best friends, haven't exchanged a single word with the person I used to love (Used to? Who am I kidding?) in several months, and after a while it really starts to take a toll on you.
I miss having people who would hang eagerly on my every word no matter how boring the subject, people I could be completely carefree around without ever worrying about looking like a fool. And I don't know how to find people like that. I don't remember how I did it in the first place.
But still, I have hope that I can find love, that I can find companionship, that I can find someone with whom I'll be able to share everything, even though I'm depressed, pretentious, overweight, possibly autistic, and queer every which way from Tuesday. Maybe the fact that I'm hopeful means I'm delusional, or maybe it means that if I still have hope, you can too! Besides, I'm sure you still have a few good years left in you! ;D

You'll never get any help nor pity from anyone in life if you continue lashing out at people, especially those who are concerned about your mental well being enough to stop and offer actual, real advice because they genuinely care.

Whatever your problems are, act. If you can't fix this yourself, Get. Professional. Help. There's no shame in not being able to beat depression. Phone a self-help line or go talk to a doctor, explain to them your condition and state of mind, ask for a counseller. You'll never be denied. They can give you medication to take the edge off and then you can talk to someone who can begin helping you heal.

If I could give you a real cure right now, I would. But I can't. And know that I truly mean no harm, and only care and want you to get better when I say if you don't do something soon, you won't be here anymore. Be brave, don't sit here and reply, phone a self help line or go to your doctor. Do it.

You're not alone.

@CrescentShadow *Hugs* It's okay man. Doesn't seem like it now, I now. Been there plenty of times. Not much I, you, or other people can do but tough it out for when the good times come back, or try and find a way to fix the bad. I know I am not helping much, but I offer what little I can. So internet ghost hug for you. *hugs*

In the past, the person I portrayed to be on here, wasn't entirely me. I tried to cater to the whole aesthetic of a cutesy femboy baby boi uwu, because it seemed popular on here, and the only way I would get RP matches. It ain't working and that person isn't me. In this profile I will be honest and authentic.

Name: Beck
Age: 23, recently
Gender: Transgender male, I have a small clitdick and NO female genitalia anymore (Chasers fuck the hell off please thank)
Location: Europe, The Netherlands, Noord-Holland

Attracted to: Men, women, and other transpeople
Looking for: I'm not actively looking to date, I am looking for a meaningful friendship, someone who I can joke around with and call my bro, someone I sincerely connect with. It might blossom into something sexual, but I don't want it to be expected or forced. I don't get feelings often. I will not do phonecalls, video chats or meetups right away. It might also be worth nothing that I cannot and do not want to have children
Sexual experience: I am inexperienced. I am a virgin and have never kissed. Kissing, romance, love, and sensual touching is not something that interests me. I don't like cutesy pet-names either, I'd rather get called bitch or dude. In my sexual fantasies I enjoy being a submissive bottom or bratty bottom only. I don't like imagining being the one who tops, it is just not in my nature (literally lol). I also don't like the thought of having my genitals sucked on. I do immensely enjoy the thought of sucking someone else's genitals and I love anal penentration
Sexual fetishes: I am a kinky fucker, first of all. However, some of these fetishes are only related to hentai, porn, and fantasy, not necessarily IRL. Now for my kinks, I love me a good dom/sub relationship, brutal or emotionless doms and bratty or obedient subs, BDSM, derogatory terms, bondage, gangbangs, public, humiliation and abuse, neglect, toys, rough sex, spanking, choking, orgasm control/denial, chastity, femboys, age difference, inappropriate relationships like teachers, doctors or family, monsters or creatures, horses, futanari, piss, body hair, sweat, smegma, solo girls masturbating, squirting, girls or traps moaning, pleasure and consent of all parties, prostitution, slutty clothing, ugly bastards, hyper cocks, foreskin, rimming, smothering, crotch/armpit sniffing, fingering, latex, hyper breasts, chubby, "Daddy", asking for permission, begging, master/slave, licking feet, facefucking/deepthroating, cumplay, rough whipping, you get the picture I assume

Appearance: I am 1.70 m, very chubby, my chest is a bit botched from the surgery. My lower body is very hairy, have got light facial hair growth, and am weirdly androgynous looking. I got long brown curly hair, nice lips. My teeth are little yellow. My clothing style is edgy homeless person, and despite being allergic, I sometimes like to wear guyliner and mascara. I'm really not that attractive
Personality: Sarcastic, honest, logical, emotionless, quiet, introverted, get irritated easily, get sad and insecure randomly, kinda paranoid and nitpicky at times, always try to be neutral and understanding of other people, be observant, realistic and prepared, at least I try to be, but sometimes I make mistakes and overlook possibilities. In the end I am flawed and hypocritical just like everyone else. I can most definitely be a huge asshole, have extremely dark and crude humour, weird interests and a lack of social skills, but I'm nice overall I think. I cry semi-easily when it's regarding other people's pain or happiness. I can be shy and reserved, I have a hard time opening up and showing my skills and emotions to people
Interests and hobbies: Music, I love rock, folk, punk, techno, country, instrumental, celtic, pop, power metal, viking metal, Japanese music, and much more. My favourite band is MUCC. I also enjoy singing and playing acoustic guitar myself. I am really into aesthetics. I love looking at pictures that are beautiful or make me feel nostalgic, I love colours too. I enjoy being creative, making characters, worlds, universes, stories, but I mostly do this in my head. I like to draw and write every now and then, but it's decent at best. I'm very much into horror, creepy things and gore. My favourite horror artists are Junji Ito and Zdzisław Beksiński. I'm interested in science, maths and chemistry, despite not being very good at it. I'm also interested in languages and can speak English, Dutch, German, and a little French. I'm a beginner at Japanese, Finnish, Swahili, Russian, Spanish and Chinese. I love doing puzzle games, my favourite ones are the Submachine series and a web-based one called Ebony. Other than that I love watching entertainment. Movies, shows, educational, or youtubers. I've recently been getting into watching people play Super Mario World romhacks, and my favourite cartoon shows are Avatar and Rick and Morty. Yea I like memes too
Other: I suffer from depression and anxiety, and have had anger issues in the past, that I worked on, but every now and then they can resurface. I have trust issues, and due to some childhood neglect and trauma am very non-affectionate and don't like to be touched. I am synesthetic, that means some of my senses are combined, my most prominent ones are that I read in colours, feel music and can smell, taste, feel and sometimes hear vision. I really love cats, and I will get upset if you murder spiders and bugs. Flies and mosquitos are fine, they're annoying and hard to catch. I am definitely not a vegan or vegetarian though, meat is fucking delicious. I am an atheist, and not interested in politics. I don't smoke or do drugs, but sometimes drink alcohol. I really like it actually but I can't indulge because both my parents are heavily prone to addiction. I can bend the upper joints of my fingers, a useless skill at times of war

Might as well since I'm here

Name: Gaht or Josh works, I don't mind either
Sex (yes please): Male
Age: 18
Location: England, Cheshire
Interests: Gaming, chatting, and a little bit of reading and writing every once in a while if I'm in the mood
Sexual Interests: Rather vanilla, but do enjoy being taken control of and made into somebody's bitch, but not against being the dom myself or just having wholesome sex. Kinks include piss, pegging, giving and taking hits, such as spanking and unironic cbt - may add more in the future should they appear.
Looking for: Girls mostly, but I don't mind the odd guy here and there.
About Me: I'm rather shy at first, but once I warm up to you I like to believe I'm a good laugh and a joy to be around, but will admit that I am a bit of an idiot, and sometimes speak before I think. Definitely more of a listener than a speaker, but I try to go against that to the best of my abilities. Like probably a lot of people on this site, I'm a very horny person, but like to hide it usually due to shame.

Name:Jordan Cunningham

Gender:Male

Age:18

Location:Maryland

Looking for: femboys/sissies/traps/ crossdressers

Ways to contact me: contact me on Kik my user name is blackstarisgod





I'll be waiting

Name: Zachary (Zack)
Age: 21 (22 in exactly one month posting this)
Location:US
Interested in: Only Girls
Main interest/hobbies: Memes, Gaming, Cartoons
Discord: V1RUS#1994

About me:
I don't get political or question anything when it comes to life. I perfer to just live my own and accept it as it is. It's never worth arguing over, like it ever is anyway. Especially in this generation, not that it concerns me really.

I mostly play Splatoon 2 and Smash Ultimate since I'm only on Switch. Not much but I'll expand on that since I'll be getting myself a ps4 very soon. Don't have much in mind there but thanks to others here. I know where to start.

As for cartoons, mostly the good ones today. What can I say really there, but I get asked often about anime. Just gonna say I only watch Konosuba and MHA in that category. Current obsession at the moment is called "She-ra and the Princess of Power" on Netflix, took some convincing from my gaming friends. After, I was hooked on it.

For music, mostly from the 2000s up to 2015, like punk-rock, emo, hard-rock, pop-rock, and metal (very little), anything similar in that category. The least I'll listen to is Electro.

As for groups.
Paramore, Fall Out Boy, Rise Against, Flyleaf, Tonight Alive, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Falling in Reverse, I Prevail, Halestorm, A Day to Remember, Blink-182, Panic! At the Disco, Sleeping with Sirens. Linkin Park.
More from the list, but didn't want to put too much.

Best moment of my life would be going to my first concert ever when I was 16 to see Paramore and Fall Out Boy. When you see your favorite groups 20 feet away, you just easily feel star strucked.

Not much to say myself since I focus on work. But working the night shift gives me time to chat whenever tbh. Even with 3 and a half days of free time outside of work, we can hang easily.

Since we're on an r34 site saying this, we can talk about that if you want. Only heads up is that I don't do anything dark/intense and I don't rp unless it's with friends.

Edit: Someone was right about only guys being around said topic tbh