Amo901 said:
Well, if you're fantasizing about it, it becomes consensual right?
I do get his/her point. But even though ... well yes, at least I do fantasize about it a lot. Sometimes dreaming of it. I really can't explain what is so appealing of this thought but yes I do. And even though it sounds fucked up... All my sexual relationships were all consensual with taking me whenever they wanted and well in relationships the first thing I am making clear is that I want to be sexually used in a relationship. So yeah a lot of this thought is very appealing.