Morality and considered sex (no sex in this story, just experiencing sht)
I never want to drink alcohol, because of the disgusting taste. But, I really wanted to try it out one day, on a party that I held responisibility over (2016). My younger sister, who was in high school, wanted rhis party, but wasn’t allowed to have one unless an adult by the age of 18 was a part of it. That was me.
ANYWAY, I got drunk for the first time, by combining as many drinks as possible to hurry the process to get drunk. It hit me like a truck, that decided to hit me slowly. Yeah... When I was drunk I walked around the place, being extremely questionable of how the situation of being drunk is. I later stood behind a chair, seeing a girl sitting in it. She asked how I was and I asked how she was. I was too tired to really see her clearly, seeing blurry. She was clearly drunk as well. Focusing on her I thought that she was pretty neat. ”What would it be if I fucked her? Should I have sex? Hmmm”, I asked myself in the head.
The thing is I was still ME. I didn’t want my first time to be when I’m drunk. Hahah... Still never had sex by this time around... People also said that you should NEVER have sex when drunk, especially if it’s gonna be your first.
Hate being drunk... sickening...