Was a couple months ago, she was awesome to talk to, a nerd. She seems to be pissed at me and refuses to talk to me... Which fucking sucks because she was a great talk. She kept saying "I will say something if something is bothering me" blah blah blah.

I fucking wish. It’s hard being lonely.

When you live as a shut in, it's hard to meet anyone. Especially during a time like this, there's no chance at all sadly.

Although, I at least use to be in one. But for six months, it was going well. But I was going through a depressed phase that I accidentally ignored her messages, when she told me saying "I can't do this". I felt hurt since I knew what was coming. Small advice, please be open especially when you're feeling down. There's someone who'll care.

I really want to be in a relationship. I really do

I actually just got out of multi-year relationship only about 6 weeks ago, with someone I was friends with for years before we started dating. It was a difficult choice, but at least we both agreed to go back to being friends, and were able to talk it out peacefully.

So far we have remained pretty close, so it seems to be working out.

I am. And happily so <3 I'm only on here when she's not home. And no, I'm not hiding it, she knows.

I just get lonely :/