Not able to confess.
Hello there! I have something serious to talk about because maybe I need some kind of a help, or just advice, but before I ask that question let me explain the situation.
I am 19 year old male and I live in one not really amazing country. It's Serbia and that's kinda where my problem comes from. I can say I am a manly man and I love girls and all, but I have something that is considered as a sin here. It's not really that I am 100% gay, I just love traps. I understand people here why they hate LGBT, It's simply because they were always at war through the history and all we had is religion to give us a hope, but we still 'till this day can not understand that there is nothing wrong with being gay, or crossdresser, or whatever. I want to let people know about my sexuality and to be able to find other girly boy and have fun with him, but that just won't do! If my family, or friends find out, my life will be done. I can say I am a really strong man, people love me, girls love me, but If I said that I will lose all those privileges. I know some of you will say that I should not care about them and all, but It is not like that, I don't feel like losing everything in my life only because of that, so I am kinda in fucked up position where I can not find a way out and in the end I will probably just forget about femboys and keep on living without that, and trust me I can not just move to another country, money income here is literally 10x lower than USA, so I am kinda stuck here with my job as an artist and salary equal to nothing. One more thing is that there are not more than 1k femboys in this whole country, and only about 10% of them are known in public, so finding one partner is imposible. Is there any advice, or at least person to talk to from time to time, any help is appreciated. Thank you ♥
I am 19 year old male and I live in one not really amazing country. It's Serbia and that's kinda where my problem comes from. I can say I am a manly man and I love girls and all, but I have something that is considered as a sin here. It's not really that I am 100% gay, I just love traps. I understand people here why they hate LGBT, It's simply because they were always at war through the history and all we had is religion to give us a hope, but we still 'till this day can not understand that there is nothing wrong with being gay, or crossdresser, or whatever. I want to let people know about my sexuality and to be able to find other girly boy and have fun with him, but that just won't do! If my family, or friends find out, my life will be done. I can say I am a really strong man, people love me, girls love me, but If I said that I will lose all those privileges. I know some of you will say that I should not care about them and all, but It is not like that, I don't feel like losing everything in my life only because of that, so I am kinda in fucked up position where I can not find a way out and in the end I will probably just forget about femboys and keep on living without that, and trust me I can not just move to another country, money income here is literally 10x lower than USA, so I am kinda stuck here with my job as an artist and salary equal to nothing. One more thing is that there are not more than 1k femboys in this whole country, and only about 10% of them are known in public, so finding one partner is imposible. Is there any advice, or at least person to talk to from time to time, any help is appreciated. Thank you ♥