Have you nut so hard that you momentarily went into a different dimension or act so differently.

Not really, I just remember cumming really hard and feeling nice and relaxed and satisfied afterward :)

For me, I questioned god and his true intentions of my existence and why did he have to experiment me.

I'm an atheist so I guess I never considered such profound revelations after ejecting all my divine seed from my cockhole

What drugs were you taking at the time? That doesn't sound like something a sober person would do.

It's just me and my autism.